The Difference Between Men and Women
A fellow named Egbert is attracted to a woman named Maggie.
He asks her out to dinner; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few
nights later he asks her out to a carols-by-candlelight program, and again they
enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while
neither one of them is seeing anybody else.
And then, one evening when they’re driving home, a thought
occurs to Maggie, and without really thinking, she says it aloud:
“Do you realise that, as
of tonight, we’ve been seeing each other for exactly six months?”
And then there is silence in the car.
To Maggie, it seems like
a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: O dear, I wonder if it bothers him
that I said that. Maybe he’s been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe
he thinks I’m trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn’t
want, or isn’t sure of.
And Egbert is thinking: Wow. Six months.
And Maggie is thinking:
But, hey, I’m not so sure I want this kind of relationship either. Sometimes I
wish I had a little more space, so I’d have time to think about whether I
really want us to keep going the way we are, moving steadily toward... I mean,
where are we going? Are we just going to keep seeing each other at this level
of intimacy? Are we heading toward marriage? Toward children? Toward a lifetime
together? Am I ready for that level of commitment? Do I really even know this
person?
And Egbert is thinking... so that means it was... let’s
see... December when we started going out, which was right after I had the car
at the dealer’s, which means... let me check the odometer... Whoa! I am way
overdue for an oil change here!
And Maggie is thinking:
He’s upset. I can see it on his face. Maybe I’m reading this completely wrong.
Maybe he wants more from our relationship, more intimacy, more commitment;
maybe he has sensed even before I sensed it – that I was feeling some
reservations. Yes, I bet that’s it. That’s why he’s so reluctant to say
anything about his own feelings. He’s afraid of being rejected.
And Egbert is thinking: And I’m going have them look at the
transmission again. I don’t care what those morons say, it’s still not shifting
right. And they better not try to blame it on the cold weather this time. What
cold weather? It might be June, but it’s 27 degrees out, and this thing is
shifting like garbage truck, and I paid those incompetent thieves $600.
And Maggie is thinking:
He’s angry. And I don’t blame him. I’d be angry, too. I feel so guilty, putting
him through this, but I can’t help the way I feel. I’m just not sure.
And Egbert is thinking: They’ll probably say it’s only a
90-day warranty. Scumballs.
And Maggie is thinking:
Maybe I’m just too idealistic, waiting for a knight to come riding up on his
white horse, when I’m sitting right next to a perfectly good person, a person I
enjoy being with, a person I truly do care about, a person who seems to truly
care about me, a person who is in pain because of my self-centred, schoolgirl
romantic fantasy.
And Egbert is thinking: Warranty? They want a warranty? I’ll
give them a warranty. I’ll take their warranty and...
“Egbert,” Maggie says
aloud.
“What?” says Egbert, startled.
“Please don’t torture
yourself like this,” she says, her eyes beginning to brim with tears. “Maybe I
should never have...Oh dear, I feel so...” (She breaks down, sobbing.)
“What?” says Egbert.
“I’m such a fool,” Maggie
sobs. “I mean, I know there’s no knight. I really know that. It’s silly.
There’s no knight, and there’s no horse.”
“There’s no horse?” says Egbert.
“You think I’m a fool,
don’t you?” Maggie says.
“No!” says Egbert, glad to finally know the correct answer.
“It’s just that...it’s
that I...I need some time,” Maggie says.
(There is a 15 second pause while Egbert, thinking as fast
as he can, tries to come up with a safe response. Finally he comes up with one
that he thinks might work.) “Yes,” he says.
(Maggie, deeply moved,
touches his hand.) “Oh, Egbert, do you really feel that way?” she says.
“What way?” says Egbert.
“That way about time,”
says Maggie.
“Oh that,” says Egbert. “Yes.”
(Maggie turns to face him
and gazes deeply into his eyes, causing him to become very nervous about what
she might say next, especially if it involves a horse. At last she speaks.)
“Thank you, Egbert,” she says.
“Thank you,” says Egbert.
Then he takes her home, and she lies on her bed, a
conflicted, tortured soul, and weeps until dawn, whereas when Egbert gets back
to his place, he opens a bag of corn chips, turns on the TV, and immediately
becomes deeply involved in a rerun of a tennis match between two
Czechoslovakians he never heard of. A tiny voice in the far recesses of his
mind tells him that something major was going on back there in the car, but he
is pretty sure there is no way he would ever understand what, and so he figures
it’s better if he doesn’t think about it.
The next day Maggie will call her closest friend, or perhaps
two of them, and they will talk about this situation for six straight
hours. In painstaking detail, they will
analyse everything she said and everything he said, going over it time and time
again, exploring every word, expression, and gesture for nuances of meaning,
considering every possible ramification.
They will continue to discuss this subject, off and on, for
weeks, maybe months, never reaching any definite conclusions, but never getting
bored with it, either.
Meanwhile, Egbert, while playing tennis one day with a
mutual friend of his and Maggie’s, will pause just before serving, frown, and
say: “Norm, did Maggie ever own a horse?”
And that’s the difference between men and women.
Adapted from Building A Better Marriage, SalubrityÔ
Seminars, 1981
